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[MamaBearOf4]

The day is getting closer with every day. Just thinking by this time next week I will be either in the hospital after surgery or go into surgery. I am not scared and I don't have anxiety going on. I am more happy and glad this day is coming. I understand all the ups and downs of the bypass but it is better to help lose weight then it is to stay this weight for the rest of my life. I lost track of what day of the pre op diet I am on. But I am doing good. My mind is playing tricks on me. I want to eat but I am holding out. I have 7 more days to go. I can make it. If I can push through the pain everyday I can push through this for sure.

 

[CleverFox]

Hurrah! Glad your not nervous..

 

[MamaBearOf4]

not one bit. I am ready for this. I have everything set up for it. I just hope my doctor can get me into a heart doctor quick

 

[CleverFox]

Me too! Around our state there is a lack of doctors. The only return call I m waiting on is cardiology. And of everything, I would be upset if my heart wasn't check out first.

 

[MamaBearOf4]

That is what I am trying to get done now. I did not need it until they sent everything over to get ready for surgery.