I had my LapBand done on June 7th of this year and have lost 44.5 lbs so far and am struggling with accepting this change. Ii don't like the tightness and bring up most foods. By the same token, when i get sick of being sick I turn to ice cream...occasionally. I have cheated with other things but try to stay steadfast and continue my efforts in losing, otherwise, I would be putting weight on and not losing.
I live with guilt every single day and that is probably what is burning the calories. I dread my monthly visit to the doctor and feel more challenged by special occasions and everyone enjoying the holiday or event with food everywhere and chatting. I try to keep myself busy but sometimes give into temptation and suffer the consequences.
Initially I hated the scar and the idea but did it because iI wanted to eliminate meds and feel better...less pain and being able to fit into my clothes once again. I used to be a "normal" weight but became ill in 1996. Things changed thereafter. I know the meds and disease caused my weight gain but have to be honest with myself and say that I am to blame partially for bad eating habits and eating out. There is no one in my immediate or extended family with a weight issue and certainly none to the extent I became.
I haven't attended any support groups due to my forgetfulness and fear. However, I am devoted to chatting with those on this forum to help me along.
Thank you for the long read,
Lonnie
I live with guilt every single day and that is probably what is burning the calories. I dread my monthly visit to the doctor and feel more challenged by special occasions and everyone enjoying the holiday or event with food everywhere and chatting. I try to keep myself busy but sometimes give into temptation and suffer the consequences.
Initially I hated the scar and the idea but did it because iI wanted to eliminate meds and feel better...less pain and being able to fit into my clothes once again. I used to be a "normal" weight but became ill in 1996. Things changed thereafter. I know the meds and disease caused my weight gain but have to be honest with myself and say that I am to blame partially for bad eating habits and eating out. There is no one in my immediate or extended family with a weight issue and certainly none to the extent I became.
I haven't attended any support groups due to my forgetfulness and fear. However, I am devoted to chatting with those on this forum to help me along.
Thank you for the long read,
Lonnie