Hi. Welcome. I'm sorry to hear you are struggling. I think everyone is having issues during this pandemic. I had gained 10lbs during lockdown, myself. Fortunately, it was pre-surgery. Even my weight loss surgeon said he had to start jogging an extra few miles cuz he gained 5 lbs. I love him so much now that I ALMOST felt bad for him lol I had surgery in June so I am still in the early stages. But, what is working for me (so far) is meal planning and tracking. I plan each day and put it in my tracker the night before. With a plan, I know my nutrient goals are being met and any changes mess that up, so it makes it a little easier to talk myself into just having what I have planned. We have lots of recipes on the recipe forum and you can use the search tool to search by ingredient or whatever you are looking for.