May 9th. is my surgery date. Going with the Gastric Sleeve surgery. Started at 280.lbs. Have been up to 297lbs. Reached pre-surgery goal of 264lbs a week ago. Now at 254lbs. Getting pretty nervous and dont know if I will ever get over wondering if I could somehow find a way to get the weight off traditionaly? Tried SOO many times before and at 55yrs old pre-diebetic,fatty liver,Screws in my back from surgery, some spinal cord damage and beggining COPD. Just cant get the ol heart rate up long enough to burn those Calories. Just cannot seem to stay on a DIET for more than 2-3 months either? Time is running at age wise and health wise. I do believe this is the only True way to get the tools needed to solve the problem. Wonder always sneaks back in though. I am ready to do what it takes for a succesful Life style change with Surgery. Anybody else feel this way?? Tell me this is normal?? LOL!!