babydoll114
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Hello everyone, This is Babydoll114 I have been MIA, for quite awhile, I have been a member for over an year, but have not posted because I think I have gone through a little depression stage. I have reached my goal weight and beyond. I set a goal weight for myself of 150, but I am at 135 pounds now. Everyone tells me I am too small and for me not to loose another pound, but that's easy for them to say, because they don't know what I have gone through and they don't know how it feels when you can only eat small portions. I am happy with my weight loss, but it has been a long hard road as far as getting reacquainted with food and knowing what I can and cannot eat. I think this has been hardest on my kids and husband watching me day by day shrink right in front of their eyes, and all of the pain I had to endure. I had the surgery for myself and my health which I feel much much better and Im pleased with the outcome, but you couldn't pay me any amount of money to go through this again.