Have you talked to your doc about surgery before or are they recommending it to you? It's a big undertaking and not an easy way to go. While I'm thrilled with the 60 lbs I've lost since my surgery 3 months ago, it has not been an easy road. There is much to consider. Sacrifices you have to be willing to make. I'm not trying to talk you out of it, but do a LOT of research, ask a ton of questions of your bariatric surgeon, and understand the risks, the work involved, what to expect, etc. To me, it's been worth it though still a struggle. I know as time goes on it'll get easier. Let me know if you have amply questions at all. I'm happy to answer them based on my experiences and the research I did. (Also my surgeon provided an overabundance of info, which is a good thing!