Hi, I am new to the group, had my surgery done in 2004 weighing in at 286, lost down to 185, never really reaching my goal weight of 165. Over the past year I have begun to put weight back on and I am now up to 201. I feel so disgusted and discouraged with myself. I guess I am reaching out for encouragement, tips or a scolding to help me get back on track and take control again. Any advice?