GardenB
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It occurs to me that as people so heavily focused on our sense of taste, we may have been unintentionally ignoring how much pleasure our other senses can bring us.
As much as I may enjoy some perfect bites of food, post-op there’s physically a limit to it. I just got up from a nap on freshly washed sheets and it’s raining outside. My “aha” moment was realizing I will want to expand the things that consciously bring me sensory pleasure, as the focus on eating & drinking is lessened. The sense of being cozy and warm. The smell of the sheets and the sound of the rain. I need to reconnect to my physical body in a way that doesn’t revolve around food. Being this heavy, my body wasn’t a place I wanted to live in - too painful, sweaty, you name it. It’s felt like an enemy, a cage or usually both. I feel like I’ve started a major system reboot just by being in a pool several times a week. In water, my body doesn’t hurt or fight me. It’s neutral and enough. And that’s such a great feeling after all these years.
As much as I may enjoy some perfect bites of food, post-op there’s physically a limit to it. I just got up from a nap on freshly washed sheets and it’s raining outside. My “aha” moment was realizing I will want to expand the things that consciously bring me sensory pleasure, as the focus on eating & drinking is lessened. The sense of being cozy and warm. The smell of the sheets and the sound of the rain. I need to reconnect to my physical body in a way that doesn’t revolve around food. Being this heavy, my body wasn’t a place I wanted to live in - too painful, sweaty, you name it. It’s felt like an enemy, a cage or usually both. I feel like I’ve started a major system reboot just by being in a pool several times a week. In water, my body doesn’t hurt or fight me. It’s neutral and enough. And that’s such a great feeling after all these years.