After several months of consideration and research I have moved forward with my decision to have gastric surgery. I discussed this with My PCP last year at my physical but decided on more time to try dieting at a medical weight loss cllinic. Of Course the other attemptes where unsuccessful, I don't know what made me think this time it would be successful. So here I am. January was the offical word from My Doctor that I have to do something about my situation. February was the Information session with a Bariatric Group. March and April were spent researching options and information gathering ending with my first appt with My Surgeon. Next thing I knew I had already completed 50% of the needed requirements and we scheduling a surgery date. I have to say I am glad it is all happening so fast. Other wise I might talk myself out of it. Medically I am already aware of post of condiditions and expectations since I have worked as a Hospital Staff Nurse for 14 years. Mentally I am finding it difficulty to be on the other side. I have had to leave my training behind and relinquish my self to the pataint side of life. This is not easy. I have been able to begin thinking about my surgery as a change need to save my life, since the 5 year out look at this point would be chronic terrible back pain with limited mobility, a failing liver from NAFLD and poor circulation in my legs. Realization is a B....! What I want most is those who understand what I have been, am about to and will be going thru!!!!! Of course my husband and children are all supportive. But the one thing they lack is the understanding. I hope to begin to form some lasting friendships here with the goup and give as much as I hope to get out of this experience. 
