johnscrystal5
Member
Went to the pre op appt. today. And I know its all the formality. But it's scarry stuff!! AND... Nobody told me about the fun night before treatment I have to do! Cleaning out the poopies... UGH! NOT looking forward to that. Part of me is thinking "why am I putting myself thru this????" "I am healthy what if I come out worse than I am" Crazy! Wow! Ok, so yes I am now officially full of nerves! Only 5 more days to D day!