Little update

[MamaBearOf4]

So I have moved. And it was right before everything shut down. So my medical and all has not been switched. Between not being able to go to the bariatric doctor, dietician, therapist, and now I can't get the other test done I need to get done. But good news I am still taking the meds for the neuropathy and I am getting a little better. I have been able to get up and down the three steps at my aunt's house. I am able to take a shower now. The feeling has came back at least to my knees again. I still have the muscle weakness but it is getting better. I am doing as much as i can. I am still doing the exercises that the physical therapy taught me. But I just hope I can go out in public without having to take the wheelchair every single time.

 

[3momchaos]

Sounds like you’re taking the good with the bad, and not letting the bad win. Keep up the awesome work-it’ll all pay off.

 

[MamaBearOf4]

Sounds like you’re taking the good with the bad, and not letting the bad win. Keep up the awesome work-it’ll all pay off.

Thanks sweetie. I am trying. Sometimes it gets hard and I have to step back and watch everyone and everything

 

[MamaBearOf4]

MamaBear, you have survived a tsunami of Horrors. I hope where you are right now is a place that is both safe for you and makes you feel happy. These days, happiness is really hard to find.

I have more help but the recovery process is slow. I am getting better with stairs at least. I still can't cut up foods or walk with out holding on to nothing for long. But depression still plays cards in life. I told up training a lab pup to help with anxiety and depression. She is coming along. The only good part is that I left my already trained pup here with my aunt and she is showing the others dogs what they need to do when I go through a fit. But you can only take life from day to day. The hardest part is that I am back to where I lost my mom and working through those emotions as well. The only good part I have taken good not to deal with it by eating at least