MamaBearOf4
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I am back. I have been having so many problems it is impossible. My husband been cheating on me, he went to jail, got out and went to court but got put in immigration jail, then my lights was not paid and then I had to move from my home. I drove 24 hours just stopping when I needed a break. I barely been eating because fast food is all my family eats here. Still trying to stick to my diet. But when I do eat my child wants to start shit with me. So trying to eat is getting harder. Depression has hit hard and anxiety attacks are back. 3 just last night. My friend made me leave because of him and I got my aunt to allow the kids to sleep at her house. Me I slept in the truck. I hate having people thinking they have to cater to me because I am wheelchair bound. I am trying to get back up on my own. I just need to push through but good thoughts are that I am down to... 369lbs. Yay me.
